Saturday, December 18, 2010

Journeys and Returns

Are you back yet?
Cause you've gone and you've left and I stood behind and just watched
and it was painful because i was behind
and it was painful because i watched
and you went and you left and there was nothing i could do about it

and now you're back but it doesn't feel like you're back
i would rush to meet you love to meet you love to be with you
love you
but you've gone and you've returned and no no something's missing

you went over the edge and you got hurt cause you dropped something
yes
something dropped didnt i yes it did it dropped and you can't find it
and you tell me you cant find it and i watch and i hurt inside

i just want to hug you and tell you that it will be okay
that i've been here and i'm here and i will be here
forever and ever
but forever and ever means nothing to you
because forever and ever isnt a happy ending of the fairytale
but the cruel, brutal sharp murder of happiness

oh temporal happiness.

there isn't any forever and ever for you
but we could be together forever and ever yes we can yes we can we can you must believe me
forever and ever means nothing to you
but if i cannot be with you and make you happy forever and ever
then i will just stand behind
and hurt and just hurt and continue hurting and continue watching

because if i cannot give you forever and ever
then i will hurt you
and forever and ever i will never do that i promise
but i want to so bad
please give me a chance
cause i think i really really really like you.

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and yes, i blog weirdly cause i take literature.