Sunday, January 31, 2010



omg
odyssey's tomorrow.
nervousness.
wonder how wet zq and jar are feeling.

it's always like this.
the day before the event.
sweaty palms, beads of fine perspiration rolling down; containing;
"will it go well?"

met up with becks, keong and tongtong today for tongtong's 3-days-in-advance birthday lunch.
no presents were involved though.
soup spoon is just as delish as ever.
pineapple in clam chowder was weird.
plus chicken wrap with mushroom didn't go down too well with the girls O.o
good time of fellowship.

hey it's our ECHO. sans alphie and elaine.
but there's always time to catch up.
hopefully there's time to catch up.
hopefully.

it's scary how someone you know
could very well leave you soon.
someone you thought was in the greatest shape of his life;
someone you thought you'd never see ill;
someone who annoyed you greatly
but you still always smiled because only friends are that idiotic.

like nish said.
why.
when you know he doesn't deserve it.
no one does.
go away cancer.
just go away.

you should really sleep now.
math does that to you.
go sleep.
damn straight.
good night.

...
and yes i get schizo sometimes.

Saturday, January 30, 2010



hallo world. i'm in school.
no surprise there.

listening to Don't Go Away by Oasis. From Hadi.
hannah is surprisingly quiet. this is due to zhenqiang and i implementing a variable-tax system on her. think of it as income tax/utility tax: the louder she is, the more she pays. this is, after all, an improvement over the previous pseudo-imperialist society where we would have just banned her voice altogether

gah. came at 7.30. it's now 8.50. opac rehearsal has not started. i don't think it's going to start anytime soon. omg. hadi's uploading his blog next to me. the power of peer pressure.

...
and yes, i think oasis sounds quite nice.

Thursday, January 28, 2010



i wanna hug you darn it.
just open up to me.

...
and yes, i still haven't done f(inequalities)

Wednesday, January 27, 2010



tomorrow's admin day.
okay. okay. O
Kay.

many things running through my head now.
not the least of which is the darn functions+inequalities.

time passes so fast.

...
and yes, i really don't wanna do f(inequalities)

Friday, January 22, 2010



some people tell me
you're never great until you fall.

some people tell me
you're never great until you fall
and get up.

they're wrong.
you're never great until you fall
and get up
with your friends by your side.

no one's perfect.
and of course i don't expect myself to be perfect.
not all the time.
it's just too tiring.

ki is quite annoying.
for one, it's making me auto-analyze the statements of the people around me and checking the logic.

...
and yes, it's just another one of those emo nights.

Thursday, January 21, 2010



well, tired has taken on a new meaning.
probably will be redefined again come Orientation.

CTC planning is really tiring. how Wet/Jar/ZeeQ plan Orientation is beyond me. major kudos, major kudos.

it annoys me to no end when a message is sent out and not replied. okay, so i'm not supposed to be expecting a thank-you in return, but it'd be nice wouldn't it. it's not that hard to just send back a "thank you =)" or something along that line, right?

but in any case, i'm just too exhausted to really feel anything at this point. so yeah, too bad for me. maybe they're really exhausted too. anyways, i'm not supposed to desire some form of gratitude so it's a learning point.

...
and yes, there's just a tinge of sarcasm.

Wednesday, January 20, 2010



i hate being sick. feel so useless.
rawr

Tuesday, January 19, 2010



i'm shooper. dooper. tired.

and editing proposals is fun. love the ctc wet games comm for being so punctual with their proposal. plus it's a really good proposal which just makes me so happy happy happy inside that i've got friends who really believe in what we're doing =)

of course, then that begets the question of the link between 'believing in something' and the consequence of 'good work' that stems from KI. however, right now i'm just far too damn tired to consider such questions and i'm just going to ignore it. anyone who wants to ponder this is welcome to be my guest.

ogl briefings today went great. i'm hoping that the ogls finally got to see the fun side of me cause i guess i've always been kinda uptight and serious and spazz in front of them. was kinda worried that the informality would dilute the message we were trying to send, but i'm glad that feedback has assured me that this message has been received. and received well at that. yay.

juggling council and school work isn't easy. it just really really isn't easy. and of course, i've been skiving off school work to gao ding council which has inevitably led to another HTHT with a teacher. again. i'm quite annoyed at myself frankly, since apparently i'm perfectly fine with doing homework of any other of my subjects except this one particular one. and when I skive, boy do i skive.

bad bad lino.

the school's chicken rice is okay when spammed with liberal amounts of black/chilli sauce. western food stall is just horrendously slow. their stars be thanked they have a complete monopoly on the type of food they sell and that the food happens to be halfway decent otherwise i wouldn't patronize that place.

i can't wait for admin day.
i can't wait for orientation.
i can't wait for rne
i can't wait for ctc.

...
and yes, i can wait for investiture.

Sunday, January 17, 2010



for some reason, i really detest it when blogspot constantly reminds me to update my reading list. or get a reading list for that matter. no matter how politely it's reminded that I'm "not currently following any blogs" and that I can utilize this magical "add' button to ameliorate this staggering problem, i take offense at the fact that it's not even suggested that I have a choice. soon they'll be forcing me to add one blog to 'read' every week just so that they don't have 'such cruel and heartless people' on their blogging roster.

the cruelty of the world shocks me. it just does.

in other news, i've survived the first week of school. not that it's really a big deal but Jemimah has all but declared a national holiday in lieu of this momentous occasion so i'll just roll with the flow and celebrate. more importantly, i've survived open house which was just spectaculawesome (of course) so i'm just glad that some of my dear juniors desire to join MJC.

obviously, none of you would have noticed that I actually got up to go wrap some long-overdue presents. why i bother to put such mundane stuff on this sacred virtual ground baffles me sometimes. but anyways, presents have been wrapped by this santa claus. hoes hoes hoes.

council training camp planning has started and i've gotten a fractional taste of what wet must have felt planning orientation. not that it's so bad really, but juggling this with RnE and Friendship Week and Orientation and KI and 5 other subjects is quite taxing. even chicken soup can't help this soul. and yet i'm still wasting time blogging because procrastination is just something i never delay.

right, i should get off and go slay the chemistry beast. to arms!
oh damn that chemistry dragon is strong.
now is the winter of my chemical discontent.

...
and yes, shakespeare's probably spinning in his grave.

Thursday, January 14, 2010



no more by-invitations only.
time to let go of the past.
i'll stand by what i say in my blog.

...
and yes, i love you to bits

Wednesday, January 13, 2010



i'm seriously damn worried.
this is not a good end to a wonderful day.

open house was fantastic.
pity it's ending this way.
i really wish i could have just made your burden a little less heavy.
or well, i thought i was. i really thought i was.
but apparently i just added onto it.

- - -

i had tons to type
but suddenly
words don't seem like they mean anything anymore
cause i just wanna collapse on my bed.

i wish i could hug you
to reassure you of how much i love you.

Friday, January 08, 2010



my new timetable is royally screwing me.

0755: Lit Tutorial (haven't started on homework)
0845: Chem Lecture (which most likely is converted to tutorial ergo die)
1115: Maths Tutorial. (yeah)
1205: KI (die)
1435: Econs Tutorial (2 out of 3 questions done)

11th Jan is going to be a fun day. i smell stomach flu coming on.

dread the 3 days more to school. well, not the 3 days itself, more like the blasted school at the end of it. i do not wish to wake up at the ungodly hour of 6 again.

on the bright side, open house should be fun. 13th's a holiday and looks like 12th will sorta be a holiday as well thanks to open house preparation which will hopefully take the entire day. orientation is definitely ship-shaping up to be fun fun FUN and that makes my spleen jiggle and wiggle with glee.

some things just never leave you after you see them. usually it's good. in my life, it's often, often good. but of course, good is the opposite of bad and i can't know positives without negatives. that day was just... well, shocking. and i never really expected that from you. and person b as well. i guess that each of us walk our own paths and make our decisions. yet for some reason, i keep seeing your action as a mistake. and i should not judge so quickly. maybe it's jealousy; that darned green-eyed monster gnawing away at me.

i wish you hadn't done that.
i think it's changed a lot between us.

...
and yes, actions speak louder than words.

Saturday, January 02, 2010



New Year's come and gone. It don't feel much different really 'cept for that change in the last 2 numbers of the year I now write on my foolscap.

Nevertheless, I still hold out the hope that this year will be different. Plus, it's 1204 so I'm kinda tired and sorta disillusioned with a lot of stuff around me. As usual, I'll be back to my bouncy self tomorrow. That is, if the sunburn hasn't caused all my skin to flake off.

...
and yes i get a bit jealous.