Oh, and the PvP thing in Trickster is scary. Almost got blown to bits by a Incinerate-Cleaving Terra combo. Escaped and ran into a DP Cat using Concert Tour. A bajillion notes promptly attacked me.
[While viewing a Physics experiment video] Tamim : "Sir, where to buy from?" Mr Imran : "America." Tamim : "China can?" Mr Imran : "China can, but won't work properly" Class : [Guffaws]
Yi Zhe: If the Earth's magnetic field was screwed up, Iron Man would die. Fly halfway then smash into the ground.
Physics lessons are infinitely more interesting when they are held in the Project Room. Or maybe it's just the company of Chun Yong, John, Joel, Justus and Yi Zhe. Especially Joel and Justus. Oh how spastic those two are.
Was pretty emo and pissy today, due to selfish jealousness and what not. Sorry Chun Yong! I'll make it up to you, I promise.
On the other hand, had a fantastic lunch(eon) with Edwin "Imba" Chow" at Mos Burger after school. When I went to look for Edwin at 4A, that Thomas asked me if I was looking for my boyfriend. I almost smacked him, but decided not to because I am pure of heart and soul. Yes I am.
(Davis nearly spluttergurglechoked to death when I said that in front of him)
Oh, and Chemistry Practical was the <3, style="font-weight: bold;">front of my pants beginning to get hot. Very hot. Very damn hot.
Davis, as usual, just chuckled. Evil. Evil. Evil.
Spent most of Amaths being a selfish pissy idiot at Chun Yong's expense. Cheered up slightly after managing to actually do basicIntergration so yayzorz for me. I guess.
And dinner was at the recently-rediscovered ( by us, not by that stupid Makan Places: Lost and Found craps ) Pow Sing restaurant down at Serangoon Gardens. The KangKong Belachan, Crispy Nonya Tofu and Prawn Omelette were as delicious, and perhaps even more delicious than when I makan'd there with Jo and her parents on Monday.
Oh oh! Edwin and Jo both live in the same condo! And so does Ban Liang apparently. Must find Edwin there one day, and shock Ban Liang =)
And I've actually done my homework. This makes me very happy indeed =)
Lino squeezed Panda at 8:23 PM
Sunday, March 23, 2008
Jo-Ann - " Hey Dad, how many archer fish are you buying?" Uncle Meng - "Dunno." Jo-Ann - "Good for you."
Well, tis a lovely Easter Sunday today on this twenty-third of march, twenty oh eight
And like Reverend Kang said today in that amazingly soothing and commanding voice of his, Easter has rolled away stones in our lives, and even death.
Life's still a whirlwind, but I feel like I'm in a new phase now anyway, a new chapter.
Not much else that I want to say, since there are still many things I should think about before saying them. But in any case, happy easter to all fellow Christians and Catholics out there, Praise be to God =)
Expect long indefinite hiatus(es) on www.fierydragoon.blogspot.com because I'm kinda caught in life's life now, and it doesn't look like it's going to stop anytime soon.
[Edit: 8.50 p.m.] I just read through two (chain) emails ( aka junk ). One says I will die in three days if I don't pass it on, while the other says I will die in a week.
Start fighting, the curses that be, start fighting. [/Edit]
Lino squeezed Panda at 8:34 PM
Friday, March 21, 2008
Who am I, that the Lord of all the earth Would care to know my name Would care to feel my hurt Who am I, that the Bright and Morning Star Would choose to light the way For my ever wandering heart
Not because of who I am But because of what You've done Not because of what I've done But because of who You are
I am a flower quickly fading Here today and gone tomorrow A wave tossed in the ocean Vapor in the wind Still You hear me when I'm calling Lord, You catch me when I'm falling And You've told me who I am I am Yours, I am Yours
Who am I, that the eyes that see my sin Would look on me with love and watch me rise again Who am I, that the voice that calmed the sea Would call out through the rain And calm the storm in me
Not because of who I am But because of what You've done Not because of what I've done But because of who You are
I am a flower quickly fading Here today and gone tomorrow A wave tossed in the ocean Vapor in the wind Still You hear me when I'm calling Lord, You catch me when I'm falling And You've told me who I am I am Yours
Not because of who I am But because of what You've done Not because of what I've done But because of who You are
I am a flower quickly fading Here today and gone tomorrow A wave tossed in the ocean Vapor in the wind Still You hear me when I'm calling Lord, You catch me when I'm falling And You've told me who I am I am Yours
I am Yours Whom shall I fear Whom shall I fear 'Cause I am Yours I am Yours
Lino squeezed Panda at 11:14 PM
Changelog:
Added: Endy Lester
Re-linked/Updated: Sidney Danial Alphonsus Lin Chun Weng Keong
Why post this? No idea.
Lino squeezed Panda at 10:36 AM
Thursday, March 20, 2008
我现在才发现朋友在我生活中是多么重要。 因为他们所讲的话，虽然忠言逆耳，但的确是发人深省的金玉良言
Well, firstly
Happy Birthday to Davis and Damien =)
These few days have really been a rollercoaster. Though looking through my archives, I guess that's really more or less a cliched term in my blog now. Oh well, cliches are still true.
Of course, through these trials, God has shown me that I should open my eyes to the people around me. Not everything hinges on a few people, and it is often the people that you don't really pay attention to, that turn out to be your angel.
So thanks Davis, Edwin, Rayson, Chun Yong for being there for me, to listen to my woes and troubles and copious amounts of self-pity. Each one of you has really helped me to get through what I've been going through these past days, whether it be by talking to me, listening to me or just being there with me. I owe a lot to you guys.
Narratives are just not me anymore. Two or three years ago, I guess I was very 'narrative' so to speak, perhaps to the point of unnecessary detail. And now, because of life's lessons, I've kinda shifted away from the seemingly dreary-and-dull process of painstakingly recording the event, to just contemplate the lesson learnt, again perhaps losing myself in needless verbosity on occasion.
As much as I am torn in two to admit, I guess Yang En really has had a profound impact on me, with his "Take the lesson, leave the incident" advice. Yes, remembering the event is important, and in the future, maybe I'll regret not minuting these grains of sand in the hourglass of my life, but for now, just let this little boy learn his lessons.
There's this whole issue on prayer, sin and repentance that has suddenly clogged my brain, and I doubt that I shall put it down here until I make sense of it.
But like they say, time heals. Perhaps not so much healing in the sense that the wound is gone, but healing that leaves the wound as a lesson. Perhaps this is what it takes to prepare for the future, and this is the price that God wants me to pay, to keep me from harm in the future.
I feel ashamed now, that I used to have so much (misguided) rage coursing through me everytime I thought of them. And I simply raged and raged, without thinking properly, without thinking logically. I only thought of what to do, who was at fault, and what was there to learn, but not deep enough In terms that have been hammered in me through educational means, I've not yet achieved a level five thirteen marks. I didn't see the purpose, nor the reason.
And only recently, far too late and thankfully still early, I've remembered something I said in the past. I remembered asking him to find his own happiness, because I saw how he always sacrificed himself and his happiness, for others. And I told him, that sometimes, his own happiness will come at the price of others', but everyone deserves to be happy, and to forge their own happiness.
And perhaps, this is his happiness. I made the promise, that I would help him find that happiness. And indirectly, ironically, perhaps I have. It may not truly be my happiness, but I still regard him, them actually, as friends regardless of their perceptions of me, and if this is what makes them happy, then I guess I will simply bow and leave the stage. Maybe this is what makes them happy, and it's a leap of faith that seems negative somehow, but I'll take it nevertheless.
Life's lessons are learnt in the most quirky, most unexpected ways.
But at the end of the day, I'm always glad I learnt them young.
Originally had NO intention ( other than about SLC but that's coming at a later date )
But:
I am officially in love with Adele. It's so bluesy and what...jazzy? Not to mention the absolutely magnificent ORCHESTRAL arrangement in the chorus!
I am so buying this album.
Lino squeezed Panda at 6:29 PM
Wednesday, March 12, 2008
Well, hi I'm back =)
Been a whole whopping six days since I've blogged. And that's just taking the word 'blog' at face value, since the previous post was incredibly short and shallow, it probably doesn't even constitute a proper blogpost, certainly nothing compared to my faux-essays of time past.
And let's face it, unless I decide to dig into my soul and blog again about leadership or some other similar issue, those 'essays' are probably not going to appear for a very very long time, since I'm super busy and tired and I really SHOULDN'T even be blogging now.
Oh by the way, I'm in the VS Monitors'Council room blogging now because I"m waiting for the rest of the other groups to come back from their respective locations after Photo Hunt. Ernest and Jason are like knocked out in the other room, Endy Gafar and Muhsin are rotting in the other room.
Ah damn it, lah, where the hell are the rest? I wanna be debriefed, then go bathe, and perhaps go out for a quick light dinner at EastCoastPark kopitiam or something. Since I've already blanjah'd Gerra ( my SLC group consisting of Timotty, Sebastian, Nathanael, Bok Chong and Jek-Kai ) for dinner at Thaipan last night and Endy ( LI ZHI SAYS HI! CAMEO! ) this morning at breakfast.
Oh speaking of morning, sleeping was hell. frozen over. It was like super cold thanks to the torrential rains that hit last night, although probably nothing compared to what's been hitting the UK these days. Sidenote: there's no stupid debriefing. Dammit.
And Endy apparently body-slammed Damien this morning in the comfort of the PrefectorialBoard couch. He got up, and promptly slammed right down atop Damien, then they both fell asleep. Cool.
Argh, I think I'll go bathe and go have dinner or something. Jeez, this is so darn...i dunno. Pissy I guess.
Lino squeezed Panda at 7:18 PM
Tuesday, March 04, 2008
Where did I go wrong? I lost a friend Somewhere along in the bitterness. And I would have stayed up with you all night. Had I known how to save a life.
But I know what went wrong; I lost you then. Somewhere, somehow, perhaps it was all pretend. But it took me long enough, just to decide that I didn't want that kind of life
Lino squeezed Panda at 8:07 PM
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Lino
Christian
13 April 1992
Meridian Junior College
