Friday, January 08, 2010



my new timetable is royally screwing me.

0755: Lit Tutorial (haven't started on homework)
0845: Chem Lecture (which most likely is converted to tutorial ergo die)
1115: Maths Tutorial. (yeah)
1205: KI (die)
1435: Econs Tutorial (2 out of 3 questions done)

11th Jan is going to be a fun day. i smell stomach flu coming on.

dread the 3 days more to school. well, not the 3 days itself, more like the blasted school at the end of it. i do not wish to wake up at the ungodly hour of 6 again.

on the bright side, open house should be fun. 13th's a holiday and looks like 12th will sorta be a holiday as well thanks to open house preparation which will hopefully take the entire day. orientation is definitely ship-shaping up to be fun fun FUN and that makes my spleen jiggle and wiggle with glee.

some things just never leave you after you see them. usually it's good. in my life, it's often, often good. but of course, good is the opposite of bad and i can't know positives without negatives. that day was just... well, shocking. and i never really expected that from you. and person b as well. i guess that each of us walk our own paths and make our decisions. yet for some reason, i keep seeing your action as a mistake. and i should not judge so quickly. maybe it's jealousy; that darned green-eyed monster gnawing away at me.

i wish you hadn't done that.
i think it's changed a lot between us.

...
and yes, actions speak louder than words.