Thursday, December 03, 2009



it's 5.14 am
sweet lord, why am I awake?

well, the day's finally here. the 3 days that marks the culmination of all our blood, sweat, tears and bitching. not to mention late late nights spent rushing proposals and proposals and proposals and yup, more proposals.

i guess i could sound a little more excited. but it's 5.16 am and i'm not exactly in the perkiest of moods right about now. i'm excited; it'd be weird if I wasn't, but it's kinda with mixed feelings that I walk towards OGL camp.

like what another councillor has said, sometimes it's become mechanical. where we're just rushing to meet deadlines, deadlines and more deadlines.

maybe that sounds offensive. like we're trivializing the whole process and disregarding our personal efforts and goals. i'm not. if anything, i want to praise it. i think some people have put in extraordinary amounts of effort into this camp and it shows (even if it's by the stress lines on their forehead) in the work produced.

and maybe, at 5.26 am, it's time to go bathe and prepare.
God's blessings be upon us.