Saturday, November 28, 2009
Friendship sometimes seems fleeting.
when you're with a friend and there's silence after a sentence. do you sit back and enjoy the silence or try and start a new topic? i guess a better question is why I'm so pre-occupied with such small details. meticulous? attentive? or just plain paranoid?
but those who give advice are sometimes those who need it the most and yet forget it. let's step back. step back from the clutter and mess of the smaller picture and look at the bigger picture. hmm, the bigger picture still looks quite messy though. which, i guess, just reflects that i have way too much on my plate right about now.
i'm just too paranoid, end of story.
friendship sometimes seems fleeting.
i try to grab on to the fading laughter, the dying smile, try to keep it there. it's how i feel safe.
Lino squeezed Panda at 11:12 PM