Sunday, March 08, 2009



Long. Overdue. Update.

And short one too!

Firstly, if you guys have been wondering why there has been no real update for almost a month, it's (partially) because I've been absolutely swamped with stuff, and partially because I've been lazy to update this blog. Yeah, it's my blog and i damn well update it when I want to. So I'm feeling a bit guilty about not updating, finally, and because I should be doing chionging Chemistry and Chinese, I have decided to blog. Don't judge me, I'm absolutely stacked on Tiramisu and Black Pepper Steak and the knowledge that half my bloody allowance is gone and as such am pretty much going to vomit out whatever I feel.

Merdian JC life is definitely a super duper Space-Mountain Roller Coaster. You have your high high highs and your low low lows. And boy when I hit those lows, I really feel like banging someone's head against the wall. Someone else's, not mine, because my head is just too precious to me to waste. But MJC life seems to be stuffed to the very brim with politics and whatnot and it just annoys me to the max that I'm judged to be the same as the people I hang out with. And most of the time, it's not even "hang out", it's more like 'talk to". It's such a stupid level of reasoning that again I feel like slamming their heads against the wall to bash in the idea that just because I talk to someone, it doesn't mean I'm like that person. Hell, it doesn't even mean that I like that person at all but for the sake of completing a task, I just have to do it. If the people would stop jumping to conclusions so rapidly before just thinking about it, this world would be a much better place.

And can I just say how annoying the people in my class can be? Like seriously, so bloody annoying. I mean, I can talk to the KKMC girls and the RGS girls as myself and they won't give me hell and crap and bitch endlessly about it. But apparently some of these MJC girls in the class are nutjobs who stereotype like the retards some of them are and that guys must act a certain way or else they're not guys. So basically, if you're macho and an asshole, then you are a guy, otherwise you're just gay. Because now, your sexuality depends on whether you can finish your entire plate of food, or so the airheads of MJC have pseudo-declared. And of course they would have to be hyper-sensitive to every single damn thing you say. And because it's one entire group of ditzy dumboes, one of them is sure to take offense at anything I say, whether it's said with the most well-meaning intentions or with as much neutrality as possible.

Plus, if I don't hang out, I'm labelled as anti-social. But if I do hang out, I"m excluded because it's "girl talk" and I'm a "guy", which completely contradicts the 5 hours of effort they spend daily to convince and reassure me that I'm not a guy in their eyes, and thus I'm not privy to their shallow talk. What this basically leaves me is stuck between choosing between my sanity and my dignity, since hanging out with them is basically asking to have my dignity ripped to shreds by those Harpies and then flushed down the toilet.

In other words, I effing HATE my class and seriously wish I'm in another class. One not dominated by hyper-sensitive morons who take every single action as a chance to declare a crusade against me. Screw them and their hypocrisy. Screw them and their 'feminism". Screw them and their outdated idealogies of 'chivalry'. Screw them and their proclamations of 'feminism' and 'chivalry". In fact, just screw them and what they think. As far as I'm concerned, they can take their ideas of how I SHOULD be and shove it so far up their ass that it comes out their nose.

Church is wonderful.
Disturbians are wonderful
Meridian Life is not so wonderful