Saturday, May 31, 2008



Previous entry here deleted Edited!

Yesterday's MSN convo with Edwin really put things in perspective.

"but then again, what problem do i have tt's so big? perhaps it's just trivial in other's eyes. maybe it's god's ans. maybe it's god's way of leading me thru things. maybe..."

After talking with Edwin, I visited Kenneth's blog and found this

When we look around ourselves, it's not what we lack, but what we have that matters.

So what if people keep bringing them up? Everyone has ghosts of the past, but it's just whether we can brush them away that matters.

"and actually we ARE bros rite? the family of christ just is... miraculous"

You tore the veil
You made a way
When you said that it is done.

Lord, tear my veil. Open your doors of Heaven to me, and let me be blessed with your power and knowledge, strength and wisdom to overcome what lies before me on this my road of life. Help me make a way, oh Lord, and guide me to make it done.

Monday, May 26, 2008



Hi guys, I've been banned from the comp by my wonderful uber parents so I won't be blogging for like ages to come.

pray I get unbanned soon.

bleh.

spluttergurglechoke to all you guys out there. and happy birthdays in advance. =)

love the 2 of you guys who still actually read this blog.

toodles.

Saturday, May 03, 2008



This will be my last post for sometime to come. I don't know how long though. Maybe until the June Holidays, maybe until the end-of-years, maybe forever. I've lost the passion for blogging.

So of course, it is with a heavy heart that I type this post. A heart heavy, weighed down by the current troubles and worries of the present, but lightened somewhat by the hopeful prospects of the future. Hope, that I don't quite dare to take, for fear of disappointment that might follow.

In any case, I've learnt a lot. This week was a particularly knowledge-filled one and I really learnt tons about life from various people, some of whom I don't know, some of which I don't like.

I feel sad. I feel depressed. I feel despondent. And I feel un-hopeful.
And I don't even really want to think about a better future right now with this anchor around my neck. Emo, am I not?

I miss a lot of people whom I'm hurt, and whom have hurt me as well. Above all, I wish we could just be together again, learning from this whole experience. But I don't think it's going to come true, at least not for now.

So all in all, Www.FieryDragoon.Blogspot.Com shall not see any updates for time to come. MSN, I don't know. But in any case, there's always my handphone and house which I'm sure the people who care already know. So...

Goodbye.