Thursday, April 17, 2008



I'm sick and tired of it.

Being labeled something I'm not, being laughed at by people...
People who I shouldn't even care about.

大天王？

Forget it. Just forget it. I regret caring, holding on to hope that never really existed. Simply because I kept telling myself that they couldn't be that shallow.

Well, I'm sick and tired of it.

Damn bloody sick and tired of it.

So those three people can just sod off. If I cared, I don't want to care now. I've been holding out for too long for a hope too tiny for people too unworthy. It's not worth it, holding out for such bastards.

Yeah, bastards. I never said it out, because I always felt that if I did, then they'd think that I didn't care.

Well, now that's exactly the point that I want to put across, so why not?

You bastards.
You bastards.
You bastards.

I don't care anymore. I'm not going to care anymore. Caring only got me hurt, got me confused and distracted from what I was suppose to do. It's just not worth it. I always thought I needed you guys.

But now I don't.

大天王?

Gosh, I feel dumb for caring so much.