Saturday, November 10, 2007



You're fucking awesome.

Or at least that's what's written on Weng Keong's surprise card to me, quoted verbatim.

I'm sitting here right now, staring at my computer screen. Apart from Firefox, also open is MSN Messenger and my stupid CO Master List 2007. The latter is hastily assembled, compiled and amalgamated from the hideous monstrosity that is the list that Alphonsus was poring over today. He says Yang En passed it to him.

Am I angry? No. Because at least Yang En recognized that the job had to be done, and he couldn't finish it on time due to Veloci-T. So he (hastily) delegated it. Better than keeping it to himself, not telling it to anyone and ending up with nothing done.

I can't finish it though. Too many gaps, too empty. Too little information.

Kinda like the way I'm feeling after PSLTC. Gearing myself up for it, putting all towards it. And now that it's finished, I've got to find another purpose, something else to drive myself.

I miss Yang En, Danial and Shervin. Churching without Yang En tomorrow's going to be weird. I'm kinda tempted not to go. But I should. I really should. Especially since I've finally managed to get the Ming Xing Chan Lan fully translated, with the Fan Ti Zi changed to Jian Ti.

Ahh..

I leave with an inspirational song that has powered me through all these days, when I've been low, when I've been depressed...
Josh Groban's You Are Loved