Thursday, October 25, 2007



We cremated ah gong today. Was pretty intense. Ah Ma's crying was heart-wrenching, and seeing the adults cry was shaking as well.

Such a completely unpleasant experience.

Wanted to go back to school after going to Mandai Crematorium/Columbarium, just to escape the sadness and pain that I was feeling. "Workaholic is what Jo-Ann and Nigel called me, along with 'Crazy' and 'Retard' >.<

Suppose that VS is really the place where I can find emotional refuge and solace, temporary sanctuary from the emotions, until I can face them better. Just to talk to my friends, and lose myself in the happiness of friendship.

The happiness that I am determined to see happen, of course. To find that perfect balance to help my friends, getting the point across without demoralizing them. And of course, I hope they return the effort. *hint*

Blah, I'm tired. I slept at 2 on Tuesday ( finishing up stuff *Looks at Alphonsus and Glen* ) and woke up at 5.30. I slept at 4.30 on Wednesday, and woke up at 8.45. I'm now very tired, and tomorrow is going to be a long and emotional day. Due to the release of the dreaded report books.

Foogerblah.

And Nigel's swollen hip is bloody fun to whack =)