Friday, June 22, 2007



Me - "Is it ok if I just use my hands to mash the potatoes?"

Yay. I have learnt how to make Chawanmushi and now Potato Balls =) Potato balls are very very tedious though. 2+ hours to peel, boil, smash mix etc etc.

But they were very nice = ) Too much butter perhaps, but delicious.

Relatives coming over tomorrow. That means Jo-Ann and that means spastic fun. But A-Maths is screaming for me to do, and being a lazy unmotivated bastard when it comes to homework, my E-maths is still undone. Damn.

At least English and Chemistry is done. That leaves...A/E Maths, Social Studies and the killer Chinese.

If A-maths doesn't kill me, Pang will. I looked at the questions, and I don't think i can do half of them. Damn.

But today was fun though. Woke up super late at like 9, then decided to laze around just a bit more in my nice comfortable bed.

Everyone can't seem to figure out the glass bottle post. Maybe it's too cryptic, too subtle. Maybe I'm just too guarded. But I can't say it out. I need to hear it from someone. Where be thou, my knight in shining armour.

Disturbing dream last night and I remember my dream during the CO camp.

The CO camp dream was symbolic I suppose. I was in school, walking the PSLTC nightwalk again. The field portion to be exact. And then when I was walking towards it, I began to shake and stuff. Then suddenly it stopped, the shakes. When I got back out, ,everything was super different. I remember that everyone was like...maniacal and stuff. People were just killing each other, so nonchalantly. I remember seeing the bodies of some very good friends just lying on the ground, the so-called red brick road. What an apt name, because it was definitely red with blood. Then I woke up, a bit traumatized.

Yesterday... Dreamed that I was in this super black world. Couldn't see much, only like myself. And then things would like fly by, and they'd touch me, but i never could touch them. It was like just a small brush against my skin, but it was super chilling. And then suddenly there was like like wispy thing brushing against me. Like super super fine hairs just tickling me. Although instead of tickling, it was painful. Not needle-like pain, but just...pain to the touch. Like scratching yourself with your not-so-sharp fingernails.
It continued for a while, it seemed like a long while, I dunno. It was a dream... And then the wisps began to hurt. Like really hurt. Remember I mentioned I can feel pain in dreams. Yeah, well, this proved it. It hurt a lot. I remember that I couldn't scream though. I was trying, but no sound could come out. There was blood, I think. I think my forehead was bleeding, although for some reason that didn't hurt.

I can't remember any more. Just that in some point, the faces of all my friends, particularly the CO ExCO and PSB ExCo were like floating in front of me taunting me.

I don't quite understand my dreams. But if I tried to analyze every one, I'd go crazy anyway, since I dream every night.

Hurhur to vivid imaginations.