Monday, April 02, 2007



Me - "Have you ever been pinched until you feel like-"
John - "Don't say it."
Me - "lactating."
John - "Damn"

245th post. This should be significant, somewhat. However, it is 11.30, and it having been a school day, I am lacking in energy. In fact, I am only blogging because of a simple reason:

I knew that if I didn't I would probably never. - Kok Weng Keong

And I am extremely guilty as charged of the above felony.

Hmmm, VSCO SYF tomorrow. Somehow, I'm not as nervous, or tensed up as my peers seem to be. It is quite disturbing, seeing as that most people are a twisted bundle of nerves now, but it was never confirmed "bad" that we should break away from the norm.

Hi Dad. Bye Dad. No, I won't sleep early.

Tomorrow, post-SYF, I'll probably follow in the pseudo-virtual-realistic footsteps of Seng Qi Ru Alphonsus and post an emo-nemo blogpost about my entire CO life through Sec 2 and Sec 3. Regrettably, my Sec 1 CO life is practically nonexistent. But regrets should not be kept.

"Despair not because it is over, but rejoice for it has happened."

I lurbbe that quote berri berri much. It's so simple, and so deeply-profound.

And yet isn't it always the simple things that are profound?
Paradoxical? Mebbe. Not really in the mood for that now.

I should be more appreciative of the people around me. Dammit. Why do I keep telling myself things like this, and never acting out on them.

Oh right, I feel like I'm losing part of myself.

Sometimes, I'm scared that when I try to be a better person, I'll lose myself in the process; with it my friends and my life. I can't survive alone; I'll just curl and die without someone to be with. I need lurbbe people.

And English Oral today was screwed up. Thank you blocked-nose resulting in much difficulty pronouncing any word starting with a consonant or a vowel.