Thursday, March 22, 2007



Bryan - [Attempts to do pull-ups on the monkey bar, stretches out legs]
Me - "Um.."
Bryan - "What? You saw nothing!"
Me - [Smirks] "Yes, nothing."

Haven't decided whether I want to make this an emo-nemo post or a happy-go-lucky post. Or maybe a bit of both, which might be defined as schizophrenic.

NE-Mation workshop sounds interesting =) Poor Musli. My condolences.

Stressed out lately :(. School is getting to me, what with the commitments.

JL BBQ tomorrow.
PSC Pre-Echo luncheon on Saturday.

2 bright stars in this apparent black dark sea of...dark blackness.

Blah, never will I be able to type in such "literaturically-pleasant" language such as demonstrated in Si Cheng's blog. Darn.

Blah blah blah.

Errghhh, just lost the want to blog. Dammit. Another hiatus? Noooo, but hiatuses make me wanna blog again. Which is the point I suppose, but I'm too lazy to be on hiatus.

Darn.

Crash And Burn

When you feel all alone
And the world has turned its back on you
Give me a moment please to tame your wild wild heart
I know you feel like the walls are closing in on you
It's hard to find relief and people can be so cold
When darkness is upon your door and you feel like you can't take anymore

Let me be the one you call
If you jump i'll break your fall
Lift you up and fly away with you into the night
If you need to fall apart
I can mend a broken heart
If you need to crash then crash and burn
You're not alone

When you feel all alone
And a loyal friend is hard to find
You're caught in a one way street
With the monsters in your head
When hopes and dreams are far away and
You feel like you can't face the day

Let me be the one you call
If you jump i'll break your fall
Lift you up and fly away with you into the night
If you need to fall apart
I can mend a broken heart
If you need to crash then crash and burn
You're not alone

'Cause there has always been heartache and pain
And when it's over you'll breathe again
You'll breathe again

When you feel all alone
And the world has turned its back on you
Give me a moment please
To tame your wild wild heart

Thank you John, Alphonsus, Yang En =)
I owe you guys.

Sigh, using these guys as "mirrors" really does strike one. Seeing how much more caring you can be. My short-temperedness for one, even though that's really just a joke, I'm not really very frustrated.

I'm suppose to be more assertive. Backfiring? I dunno. I dunno. I really really dunno.
The days where I feel I don't know anything.

And I feel like telling myself "LINUS YOU"RE USELESS AND WILL ALWAYS BE!"

But I know that's not true. Because I'm a triple red shirt, i'm a secretary, i'm a vice-chairman.

And it gets so damn hard to live up to expectations.
And I won't cut myself any slack.

"Regardless of how much you need to do, you must give 110% to everything"
I thought of that about a year ago. I still stand by it.

I'll do my best.
When I ask for a break people, do not give it to me. Pressure me if it is MY duty, and make sure I finish it.
I'm my worst enemy.
So I'll just have to be better than me.