Tuesday, January 30, 2007



Me - "Yang En is a bongkia lah."
Yang En - "What's a bongkia?"
Me - "You. Shut up, how dare you question my unquestionable logic, it is called unquestionable for a reason!"

To Danial Yap Zhen Pang Abdullah, also fondly known as (Danial) Yapcheebongx! :

It is your birthday, and thus one more year of happiness, joy, emo-wrist-slitting and your eventual inevitable death. But rejoice, for you have received a birthday cake ( from Nicholas ) and a Black Cherry album from me ( and Yang En and Li Zhi and Alphonsus. But mostly me ) and should thus feel very appreciated.

In other words, happy birthday.

The Ridha Rayson me thing is seriously getting way way freaking out of hand. Seriously.

Apparently, Rayson's once infatuation with me has turned into the bloodthirsty desire for my spleen and other assorted organs found within my body. He wants to rip them out because of what I've done to Ridha. Which doesn't really make sense, because I didn't actually DO anything to Ridha. It's more like what I DIDN'T do to Ridha.

And don't say I rejected him. I never -had- him.

It's getting DAMN freaking annoying lah. I mean, on one hand, I still want to be friends with Ridha. But if even maintaining contact with him means I have to deal with all the stupid harassing-love shit, not to mention the obviously psychotic Rayson, then I'm not sure if I should just ice-age ( completely dao him ) him altogether.

It's not my fault, -at all-. And that's what's pissing me off SO much! I mean, GIVE ME A BREAK LAH. I HAVE TO DEAL WITH SO MANY FREAKING THINGS IN MY LIFE ALREADY, I DON'T NEED TO DEAL WITH MORE SHIT LIKE THIS. I HAVE BETTER THINGS TO BE CONCERNED ABOUT, LIKE THE UPCOMING CO CONCERT ( WHICH YOU ALL BETTER GO FOR ) AND SYF(S) AND ALL THE OTHER SHIZZYSHIT AND I SERIOUSLY DON'T HAVE THE TIME AND ENERGY TO GO BE CONCERNED ABOUT ALL THAT CRAP.

Seriously, if this continues, you may just see the wonderful "eff" word pop up amongst a whole line of Emo crap.

I REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY want it to stop. NOW! JUST PLEASE STOP DOING IT TO ME! IT"S DAMN BLOODY IRRITATING, and you're pushing me into a CORNER because you're making me choose between FRIENDSHIP and PEACE OF MIND. I DON"T WANT TO MAKE THAT DECISION, SO PLEASE STOP IT. JUST STOP IT DAMN IT!
STOP HUGGING ME!
STOP STALKING ME!
STOP SENDING ME MESSAGES AT NIGHT!
JUST STOP IT!
STOP IT!
STOP IT!



I don't need to deal with all this CRAP now! I"m not gay, no matter how many LEGIONS of you out there want to believe it! Therefore, I DO NOT appreciate all this relentless HUGGING and SMSES and other assorted crap! CAN'T YOU JUST STOP IT?

You said "I love you." YAR RIGHT. Somehow, I don't believe that, AT ALL! If you so love me, then LET ME GO!

And to Rayson:

If you believe that you can choose who to love, then I've chosen NOT to love Ridha but somebody else, so LEAVE ME ALONE!

If you don't believe that you can choose who to love, then either
A) Ridha wasn't chosen to love me
B) I was chosen to love somebody else

In either case, LEAVE ME ALONE.

JUST LEAVE ME ALONE, DAMMIT, LEAVE ME ALONE.

Making me choose between FRIENDSHIP and PEACE OF MIND? WHAT THE HELL? WHY CAN"T YOU JUST STOP IT! WHY? IS IT SO HARD? YOU"RE BASICALLY FORCING ME TO HURT YOU. AND THUS, PSYCHOTIC HOMICIDAL PEOPLE LIKE RAYSON THREATEN ME. Not that I really give a FLYING DAMN about it, but it's STILL DAMN BLOODY IRRITATING.

This is a -last- warning: Stop harrassing me, Ridha and Rayson. Or I will really ignore the both of you. And if you try to continue, I swear to God that I will do my utmost best to give the both of you HELL.

Note: I do not want to see any comments like "Don't be so mean" on my tagboard. In fact, do not even COMMENT on this post, or I'll get DAMN pissed off and go after you. Just because you guys ( especially the CO guys ) normally always see me in a carefree, joking mood does not mean I don't have a temper. I do, and I've been keeping it under control. And trust me, this is not an empty threat, you do NOT want to see me flare up.

SO DON'T PISS ME OFF!