Thursday, April 20, 2006

-Evil Glare-

Linus - " Oh please Bob! You're not going to fail! You're good enough to study the stupid Sec 4 syllabus!"
Bob - "How about Kevin?"
Linus - "Oh please! HE'S REVISING THE SEC 4 SYLLABUS!"

Eheheh...Got bored, should be doing E-Maths homework, but I can't remember the questions given. Not that I could solve them anyway...Frankly, I am completely lost in the ocean of numbers that is Manipulation of Algebraic Expressions and Subject-making. Seriously, everytime I think I understand, a PARTICULARLY difficult problem comes along and destroys any morale I had...

Sigh, sometimes I really feel like swearing on my blog, just to release my anger and frustration at life. I don't know why people think I'm blessed, cause I really am not. Have you ever tried living a day in my life? With all the emotional guilt and pain? It's not fun I tell you. One of these days, I'm going to have a serious emotional breakdown...It's just a matter of where, and when. Hopefully, it'll not be in school, VS or otherwise. Especially not during the KCVS drama practice; I think I'd die of humiliation if that happened. The last thing I need is for them to know I'm emotionally unstable. Kinda funny that, since I am posting it on my blog. I mean, if you don't want people to know something, you usually don't post it on your blog...But, seems so much easier to do so...And, it's just so much easier to vent here...I don't want to lash out at people and do things I'll regret...I wonder if anyone noticed that I have not used the F word on my blog a single time...Just another step towards bettering myself...

Today was bad...After 2 Literature lessons, came Music ( A waste of time ) and then English. Recess sucked since I had to help with filming...And we barely got to work on our play with Ms Koh, which is what we were SUPPOSE to be doing. English was basically a period of Art for me since I finished the Narrative handout in about 10 minutes and spent the last 20 minutes drawing. Tomorrow's the all-important Narrative Writing which makes up 50% of my CA2. I'm worried for that...My composition skills are...bad...

Mugged for Science almost the entire day. The science test was much much easier than I thought, even though I'm sure I can't get full marks. When Sodium Metal reacts with Water, the product is Sodium Hydroxide with Water apparently. However, I only wrote Sodium Hydroxide, and realized there was no way I could possibly balance the chemical equation. Oh well, I'm sure that my other answers are almost all correct, the only one I'm not sure of is the last question. It was really ambiguous since it was asking what would happen to THE methyl orange indicator after adding Ammonium Chloride to the Sodium Hydroxide. The catch was, the original question stated that "A methyl orange indicator then turned yellow." Sodium Hydroxide is an alkaline, and since EXCESS Ammonium Chloride was added, the solution is still alkaline....

Oh shit, I just had a sudden thought. Ammonium Chloride IS alkaline isn't it? Isn't IT? Oh crap!

After Science, quickly rushed to rehearse the play for Between Covers. Unfortunately, we came in at a measly 5th place! Adeeb, Nicholas and I agreed to give Ms Koh evil evil evil EVIL glares for at least 2 weeks. But overall, it was an enjoyable experience. The Sec 1 performances, the dramatizations in particular were fantastic. However, the only thing that wasn't nice was the prefect's attitude. I don't know what, but something about that prefect really irks me...

Sigh, got Aikido later...Hopefully, I don't injure myself doing rolls again..